Anyway, I thought I'd post about an insecurity I'm having this week. I thought I'd bite the bullet and join the online dating scene again. My mind tends to play tricks on me, so I'm not sure why I torture myself this way. ;)
For instance. Say I email a guy... the system tells me when he's read it. Instead of thinking maybe he thinks we won't click, I immediately become insecure in my skin and think it's because I'm not a Barbie.
Part of my problem I realize, but it's how I think. Maybe someday I'll get my head on straight. Until then, I keep praying that God will change me. :)
Dearest Leslie,
ReplyDeleteI can feel your pain. It's all God's timing--if you recall "Mr. Right" didn't enter my life til I was nearly 40.
You need to push those negative thoughts aside (it's just Satan trying to mess with you)
You are a beautiful person inside and out.
Oh, and this is your daily "kick in the pants" sorry I missed yesterday I was busy helping my hubby install a new door and then it was bowling nite. I saw your post about mowing--keep on, keeping on!!
When do you go to camp?? Hugs :)
I totally feel your pain...and there is no magic abracadabra that will make it right and super--keep your chin up chica!
ReplyDeleteLittle bitty hands and a big ol butt